Well its time to go,

When the people call for you in the airport.

Its time to leave.

And whatever the reason,

I'm never coming back.
Cause being here was like hell.

Was even worst then living.

To me,

It truly made no sense to me at all.

So final post.

The life of mine.

I was destined for greatness,

I was supposed to be like them all,

To enjoy life and become a success.

A outlier you may say.

But..

Today,

I.

Confess I know I can't make it.

Even if my studies are alright.

Even if people think I'm pretty.

To me,

Its all lies.

Its all just artificial.

Cause.

When I wake up,

I wake up to only know the horrors of life.

I wake up to realize that life hasn't changed.

Its still the same motto.

If you don't die then I would.

And perhaps..

Thats whats different from me and you.

For you,

You will always find true friends.

For me,

I will never trust anybody.

To me,

Life is a lie.

Love is a lie.

Your existence is just a lie too.

Thus,

There truly is nothing more to say.

Oh,

I got a 91/100 for my honors math X.

Aren't you proud of me?

And for chemistry I finally got 86/100.

But you are no longer with me.

No longer supporting me but.

For what we had.

It was real.

It was alive.

And that is now eatting me dead.

To love at all is to be vulnerable.

Last post.

Last min.

12:34pm.

Ended.

Cheryl Lim never existed.